lol im bak to xanga but not here. its gona be hard to find LOL kindof. blogspot was kinda too diff for me. BYE roxc_star xanga. haha 2008 begins somewhere else.

moving to .....

www.itsroxc.blogspot.com/

perhaps i'll be back if things get tough around there. since everythings changing so will xanga HAHA =] sounds like a deal. YAYYYYY 7 days!!! today i was with kathy. and we were talking about a time at my old school where a helicopter came to visit us....umbrellas, lunch boxes....everything was FLYING around and around while it stopped off at our very small patch of grass that only amounted to 1/4 of a real oval because land is expensive? anyways and she just HAD to remind me that i looked up and said "WHY ME!?!?!" to which my group back then just laughed and thought wtf. so embarassing-maybe u dont even understand but its ok. the worse thing abt this whole story/remiscing is me saying "omg that was like SO random" where it sounded exactly like ja'mie un-intentionally. AND we were just talking about how summer heights is so exaggerated but true an hour before. farout!!!  stupid kids. so yes goodbye!!!!

laughing

WOW! i just typed all this shit abt hsc-but i wont burden u guys or whoever with that. on a BRIGHTER note-gosh i just realised something i had to realise for a long time. they might want to say "good for you roxc" but no, "good for you!" haha i so did not aim that at anyone who i know reads my blog..i fucking hope. yes im a very temperamental person

well to all my friends-keep hittin/smacking/screaming/abusing/cramming/punching this hsc down!!!

my brother went to the farm and brought back a lovely picture. the cow looks sad. it must suck being a cow-seeing 'elite' beings (humans) inserting previously frozen or preserved semen into you so you can have more babies without the wait for mating season. lol BIO. sorry.

time for roxc's song of the day!
[this may seem lame and a big waste of time-clearly. and so it is...]

Have you noticed I've never been impressed by your friends from new york and london
I'll level accusations like the press
until you realise that you've dressed yourself in tatters

because the men's needs, men's needs
are full of greed, full of greed
a men's needs, men's needs
are lost on me

a men's needs, men's needs
are full of greed, full of greed
a men's needs

I'm not bothered
what you say or how you dress
I'm a mess! so you've always seemed inviting
but really
this all seems quite meaningless and I remember
that you never seem to see

the fact that men's needs, men's needs
are full of greed full of greed
a men's needs, men's needs
are lost on me

a girl's needs, girl's needs
just don't agree, don't agree
with men's needs

have you noticed I've never been impressed by your friends from new york and london
but really this all seems quite meaningless and I remember
that you never seem to see

the excuse that men's needs
men's needs, are full of greed
full of greed
a men's needs, men's needs
are lost on me

you say your men's needs
men's needs, have lots on me
I don't agree
a men's needs
oh oh oh oh

ignore me if you see me cause i just dont give a shit.....BANG BANG SHOOT EM UP YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

hahahaa my FRIKIN SCOOTER TIME baby! butcher is the shit. idn wat pic to load up so here he is..too bad hes not 'real'. 

$300 cookie? im coming right up at ya little ones! we'll take good care of you.

i can't wait! something different and something new =]

time for roxc's song of the day!

Patience
took you for everything
looked like a diamond ring
and you wore it so much longer then made sense
apathy in disguise
crept on you like a spy
hurt you in ways
you can't describe 

*back to the start now
I wont let you go this way now

**honesty
is what you need
it sets you free
like someone to save you
let it go
but hurry now
theres undertow
and I don't want to lose you now

Alright
sit down and spill your heart
lets start from the very start
cause i can see by your eyes
you're wasted
your energy comes and goes
you taking your time, you know
nothing can change what happened, you know 
*
**
Now
Now
Oh my
Look at your bright stars fade so
How much can you take? 
**
I said to save you
Save you
Save you
Someone to save you
What you need is
Someone to save you

take time to realise

some things are better left unsaid. no the blue sky wont ever be as beautiful and the air wont ever be as fresh. and no, the clouds wont pass above me like that day.  no, the road's different now with new people, new buildings and new shops-its not the same like we thought. the smiles and the sunlight wont ever be as they used to.

but i'd rather the sky being alrite looking and the air being not so fresh. i'd rather the clouds pass me and trick me into thinking they look the same as before. i'd rather keep the road there than ruin it, because after all-it's a big road. and i'd rather smile with a tiny glimpse left of sunshine than none of it.

so i'll just keep it all inside. they'll be happy.